25 things i wish i realized while i was still in highschool
Is not fun.
It is believing you were never sick
And waking up nauseous
Oh God I’m hungry,
But I can’t feel my hip bones
I shouldn’t eat today.
I’m hungry and not fat not fat not fat
Eat healthy eat healthy eat healthy.
Fruits vegetables salad youcaneatbreaditwontkillyou.
Recovery is not being able to count your calories because THOSE
You are beautiful and worthy and justbecauseyoudonthaveathighgap
Does NOT change that
But you have to breathe and tell yourself that every ten seconds
Anyway. Recovery is
I-love-ice-cream and eating the cone, too
And almost running to the bathroom afterwords but you’ve gotta breathe, breathe,
Breathe, you’re okay
You will be okay.
Recovery is being able to sit at the table without
Your legs shaking like a Californian earthquake and you don’t have to exercise til you pass out because ireallyreallyatetoomuch cause you didn’t.
Recovery is breath and smiles but don’t get me wrong, a constant twitch
Of sadness but you will get through
Recovery is baking cookies and not being afraid that you’ll eat the whole batch
But even if you do
It’s okay now, you’ve learned
Recovery is hurting sometimes but realizing that you
Are not the enemy
To be taken out on
Recovery is not fun
But you have discovered now that you truly are